| Santa came! Santa came! |
[Dec. 27th, 2006|10:47 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | in my lair | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  jolly! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing! | ] |
I have to say that I made out fairly well this year!
(in no order whatsoever)
1. fingerprint scanner for lappy
2. vibrating chair for my bed in the dorm
3. extra fuzzy blankie
4. Wii IOU
5. clothes, clothes, clothes [including a blazer and velvet skirt]
6. [patriotic...] COWBOY HAT!
7. toaster oven/egg maker/tea boiler thing for the dorm
8. awesome crystal candle air ionizer thing [salt!!!]
9. Felician sweatpants/sweatshirt
10. Lime green winter coat w/ matching leather gloves
11. subscription to Cosmo for a year
plus a few more things that i cant remember now, and fun stocking stuff!
i hope Santa was good to all of you! |
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| i need opinions |
[Nov. 20th, 2006|04:39 pm] |
Ok i know this is insanely early, but i have always wanted to go to the AnimeNEXT convention, and i finally want to go this coming July. now in order to go i need an actually good costume, so i need ideas now so i have plenty of time to make it so i can actually go in a costume that i dont think looks like shit.
Ideas for characters:
These have already been suggested, but please add more!
Any character that you think i could pull off well
Malon [again]
Jean Grey
Arwen
Naru [Love Hina]
Kairi [Kingdom Hearts]
Please leave an opinion guys!
and if anyone wants to come {Alex this means you!!!) |
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| Snatchies from Jeremy |
[Sep. 18th, 2006|11:15 am] |
Decided to do the Jeremy music quiz thing.
Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle.
Say the following questions aloud, and press play.
Use the song titles that come up to answer each question.
NO CHEATING.
How does the world see me?:
Its a Small World After All- Techno Mix
(er.. that seems like an insult)
Will I have a happy life?:
Sit on my Face- Monty Python
(er..lots of sex?)
What do people really think of me?:
Kiss the Girl- Techno Mix
(im a whore? this is not going so well)
Do people secretly lust after me?:
Better Off Alone- Alice DeeJay
(apparently they do not.)
How can I make myself happy?
Gods of Ice- Dragoforce
(join a heavy metal band? but i am seeing them soon..)
What should I do with my life?
Storms Over Africa- Enya
(i honestly have no idea)
Will I ever have children?
Tears To Shed- Corpse Bride
(fuck! what a depressing song)
What is some good advice for me?:
Tonight is the Night- LeBouche
(upbeat positive song, i need to have fun?)
What do I think my current theme song is?:
House at Pooh Corner- Kenny Loggins
(my favorite song when i was little, of course now it makes me cry)
What does everyone else think my current theme song is?:
My Spirit Will Go On- dragonforce
(decent choice)
What song will play at my funeral?:
Torn- Creed
(wow. apparently my life was miserable)
What type of women do you like?
Castles in the Sky- i dont remember
(apparently i like girls that can dance and let loose. this is true)
What is my day going to be like?
Antologia- Shakira
(kinda blah, just relaxing. which is true cause im sick)
Why am I here?
Ohio is for Loves- Hawthorne Heights
(apparnetly im here to be emo/depressed/cut myself)
What will people remember me for?
Whenver, Wherever- Shakira
(for loving somone far away?)
What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
Last Resort- Papa Roach
(is possible, its currently on my mp3 player)
Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
I Love My Sex- Benny Benassi
(im not even going there)
What will this year be all about?
Water Voices- Enya
(relaxing myself. i can only hope)
From this i learned a lot of things i dont like. but on the bright side i have a very varied tate in music. Kenny Loggins to Dragonforce, Creed to Enya. this is good.
i encourage everyone to do this. its very interesting.. |
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| college central |
[Sep. 5th, 2006|10:46 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my dorm | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | relieved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nelly!!! | ] |
wow, a lot of college related stuff has happened in the last week. Moved in on August 31st and I just got back from my first class. I really didn't know my roommate well enough to make a judgement on her, and when i came back Saturday night from a night at home she was gone. All her stuff was moved out and i guess she is no more. So as of now i have a room to myself, though if i dont get a roommate assigned, Liz will move in for the spring semester in january.
so. call me. im still close by, i can still do things. I miss everyone a lot, but hopefully once i get my stupid college e-mail address i can keep in touch with the gang via Facebook.
I guess college doesnt suck too much... |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 29th, 2006|11:25 am] |
Well then, I dont use this thing much anyways, but figured I would post this anyways.
As of Sunday morning, I will be leaving for Delaware for 2 weeks. I should get back sometime on the 13th of August, so once again I will be gone for my birthday.
Then I'll be home for a week, and im leaving the morning of the 20th to go to Virginia for a week. Then I'm home 3 days and I leave for college. yay for summer.
call the cell, i should have service. Have a great summer! |
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| yay for emotions! |
[Jul. 8th, 2006|10:42 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my lair | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  quixotic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | puppy growls | ] |
Lately it seems as though i am a permanent passenger on an emotional train ride to hell. No matter what seems to be going on in my life, my emotions are the one thing i know is guaranteedto be screwed up in some way. I guess its a bit easier now that i'm accepting the fact that they're screwy but in an odd way its not.
I guess its just the fact that its so frustrating, you know? never being able to know what you are actually feeling, no less explain it to anyone when they ask whats wrong. so for the few of you out there who have asked me that recently, i'm sorry that i probably couldn't convey anything a tad bit close to what i meant, but i guess there is naught to be done about that.
so for now i continue on my personal quest of figuring myself out, and managing to take control of my life and who i am.
which is an awfully big quest if you think about it. |
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| A new addition to the family |
[May. 7th, 2006|09:33 pm] |
So over the weekend my sister and her bf drove up to CT and came back with a new Chocolate Lab puppy. The adorable little puppy still has yet to be named, but that should be coming soon. Here's a few pictures of our handsome boy.
( Read more... ) |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 6th, 2006|07:14 pm] |
Are Neen and I the only ones that see a resemblance? |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 15th, 2006|09:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | dirty little secret- all american rejects | ] |
well then, i never update this thing. I guess i just dont feel the need to mark down daily occurances online, but yet again lately i havent seemed to mark down anything at all. i guess it is sort of the feeling that if you expierenced something great, than the people you were with know about it, and thats all you really need.
This late after my last entry, it would be pointless to update people on anything. otherwise it would sound like this: "well i had some really good days, and this day sucked a lot, and i got pissed at so-and-so, this teacher is such an asshole, i cant believe she did that!, i absoultly love this teacher, today was really bad." or something to that extent. so i guess i like talking to people actually in person or on the phone more than internet. that way you can actually tell what the person is feeling, and get a real response, not some timed thing that they thought over to make sure it came out correctly. so. talk to me. i do listen. |
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| inspired from jays rant |
[Jan. 9th, 2006|08:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  disgusted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Enya- Ebudae | ] |
thank you jeremy for bringing this too light, and i realized i have seen a lot of stupid people carrying arond "Teen Witch". so i decided to do a little research on it. What i found is disgusting and insulting to actual witches.
Most of you probably dont know but i dabble in a sorts of wiccan/pagan worship a few years back, but [unfortunatly i think] really did not get into it. but still, like any other type of worship Wiccan is rich with history and symbology, both of which are IMPORTANT, it is not "I need to make this boi like totally love me" or "i need school to be snowed out becuase im too stupid to finish my paper" so let me do a spell to make it happen. no. just no.
Synopsis of the book clearly says "doesn't get bogged down in history, dogma, or gender roles" WhAt?! what is wiccan without history? IT DOESNT EXIST WITHOUT ITS HISTORY WHORES!!! Thankfully one reviewer actually seemed to have a brain and an IQ above 100 and said "The tone is EXTREMELY condescending. After reading the book, I honestly felt as if I could never be a real Wiccan unless I purchased all her books and completed all her exercises. And I'm not sure where she found her "historical" information, but it's inaccurate AT BEST." as well as "I think I learned more about Silver (author of "To Ride a Silver Broomstick" is Silver Ravenwolf) than I did about Witchcraft. (Or should I say Wicca? Apparently, they're interchangeable. She prefers Witchcraft because the word Wicca reminds her of wicker furniture.) There is no such thing as objectivity in $ilver's plane of existence" the word Wicca reminds her of wicker furniture? Am i the only one that sees something horribly wrong with that?
and i just managed to find a few more reviewers who said to "not waste your time on this piece of crap" that it is "loaded with bigotry and just bashes Christian religons, instead of being accepting and peaceful which is what Wiccan is founded on" as well as "the history was incorrect and it just loaded with typical "witchcraft" sterotypes. This book is a disgrace to the Wiccan faith". Well then. I must say from what i have read from the book online, i have to agree that it is a disgrace. Another further thing to add to my list of what in today's society DISGUSTS ME! This woman, and the people who read this book, are mocking a type of belief and disgracing its history. In conclusions, THIS BOOK IS DISGRACEFUL, INCORRECT, AND JUST PLAIN RETARTED!!! |
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| Dear Santa, |
[Dec. 23rd, 2005|09:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  post orgasmic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the tea kettle | ] |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
In July I signed my organ donor card (28 points). In October I committed genocide... Sorry about that, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) jay_kun17 (-5000 points). Last Sunday I donated bone marrow to nxdgirl16 in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Last Monday I pulled over and changed shona's flat tire (15 points). In April I didn't flush (-1 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-4658 points). For Christmas I deserve a moldy sandwich!
Sincerely,
angelmenot810 |
HAH! take that jeremy!! you meanie head..
in other news, ive been pretty good. just exchanged presents with my boyfriend, the most awesome person in the entire world; you should be jealous. he got me this LED necklace that changes colors and is attached by magnets and it just utterly amazing. i was seriously staring it at it for a while. its so entertaining. I love you andy.
Merry Christmahanukahkwanzaadan! (yeah i know i misspelled that) |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 18th, 2005|01:30 pm] |
figured i would retake it..
| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 46.7%
When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself | 65% | | Shamelessness | 57.1%
It takes a couple of drinks | 79.1% | | Sex Drive | 60.5%
A fool for love, but not always | 77.5% | | Straightness | 10.7%
Knows the other body type like a map | 44.2% | | Gayness | 85.7%
Repressed, are we? | 83.8% |
| Fucking Sick | 76.1%
Refreshingly normal | 90% |
You are 56.01% pure
Average Score: 72.6%
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 12th, 2005|09:30 am] |
well getting your wisdom teeth out really really sucks.
yucky details inside:
( Read more... ) well im off to lay down and put more ice on, feel free to call the house phone since i odnt have my cell with me. *hugs* to all of you |
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| ana |
[Nov. 8th, 2005|06:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  stressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | does anyone read this? will anyone comment? | ] |
copied from 1_danceissues written by sk8sister
Oh Ana, how it's been a while.. Too long, hasn't it? I was stupid to let them take you away. I was dumb and misled. I was a coward, I let them. I know, I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Now, I want you back. I'm coming back to you, begging on my knees. My fat, gross knees. You see me now, and you laugh at me. I know.....look at me now, Ana. Look at what they've let me become. I know you were once proud. I remember when I made you happy. It can be like that again, I want it again.
You always gave me attention, Ana. They were all jealous. They wanted my attention when you were the dominant one in my life. Now that I've let you go, so have they. They don't care anymore about me, they don't take second glances anymore. They did when you were here, though. I don't care about them. I only care about you, Ana. Just you and I. We can have that again, we can rule again.
I want to devote my life to you once again, but you need to help me, take me over once again. Lead the way. Take me over. Let me learn to love, then eventually forget the feeling of hunger. The feeling of accomplishment. of control. of power.
I'll keep you energized with caffine and ephedrine, clean with laxatives. We'll be hungry together. You'll be proud again. You'll see the bones again.
I want you to kill me, Ana. I'm sick of the cycle. The yo-yoing, the up and downs of it all. I want this to be it. I never want us to be parted again. I want to close my eyes one day, and be forever at rest with you. That'll be the day of victory. A day of celebration. It'll be our day, Ana.
I want to write a song for you. A poem. A forever reminder, tattooed on my body. To show you, I'll never abandon you again. Please don't leave, please. I can feel you already.
Together, we WILL see. Together, we WILL achieve. Together, we'll make heads turn again, we'll make jaws drop again. Remember those times? We'll have them.
I'll run my fat off. Not your fat. My fat. You're perfect, I want to be like you, Ana. My feet will blister and bleed, my ankles will hurt, but I'll keep running.
Come back full force, please.
We'll set a goal. Not a number goal. I'm sick of numbers.
I know you are too. Numbers were never good enough for you.
But I want to proove myself. This year, this upcoming year will be our year. By January, Ana, by January. I'll be smaller. The treasure maps of veins will cover my body again. We'll see every muscle. Every bone. It'll hurt to sit down again, oh, how wonderful! I'm so excited. In 1 week, I'll be smaller, too. You'll see my potential. I did it before, I'll do it again....only, with YOU.
Ana, Please help me die. Our goal. Our goal....you'll help me. Oh how I can feel you inside me already!!! Thank you for hearing my prayer...
Help me fade away. Let me feel the hunger soon.
Let me forget what it feels like.
Let me be dead one day, Ana. Thank you. Let me find peace. Thinfully. Let me be small. smaller. Smallest. Let me be the smallest I can be. 95 pounds wasn't good enough for you. So, there is no goal. We'll find my real limits. My real boundaries. I want to see them, acknowledge them, then destroy them.
There are no boundaries.
I have no number goal.
My goal is to fade away.
My goal is to die.
My goal is to find my line.
My goal is to cross it, and never come back. |
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| Stolen from Jeremy |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|07:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | ditzy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Disco Music | ] |
You can ask me 1-7 questions.
No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless, I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. ^_^
Repost this to see what others ask you.
If you don't then you're scared of what people may ask you. |
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| Color Quiz |
[Oct. 23rd, 2005|02:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  apathetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Perhaps Love - John Denver/Placido Domingo | ] |
so i totally didnt steal this from lorenzo....
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Laura took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Demands that ideas and emotions shall merge and bl..."
Click here to read the rest of the results.
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